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Friday, March 19th, 2004
5:04 pm - My hair
I got my hair cut and i love it alot! Look at this! My Hair

(2 Loves | Gimme Some Luvin')

Tuesday, March 16th, 2004
12:16 am - On School...
Okay... well school is shit! I hate ten page political science papers! I just want to go home, to San Diego, and chill on the beach and smoke a bowl. I cannot wait until friday when i wake up in my bed, in San Diego, and go to my hair appointment at 11 o'clock to get it chopped off! I am SOoOoO excited about getting my hair cut! I am not sure if i should cut it really short or just shoulder length? What should i do? Oh well, i will figure it out! And after i get my hair cut i am going to join my buddy Kady at the beach smoking a bowl! I cannot wait for Friday to arrive! YEAH for Spring Break! All i have to do is to get through the rest of this week and then i can enjoy myself! And BTW, we got our lease for our apartment so now we have an apartment. YEAH! That is one less thing off of my shoulders! I HATE SCHOOL!

current mood: exhausted

(1 Love | Gimme Some Luvin')

Thursday, December 18th, 2003
5:43 pm - On Being HOme...
I love being home! It always feels like i never left. My friends continue to do the same shit all the time and It's almost like i was able to put my life in San Diego on pause and return to find it just the way i left it! The only OFF thing is the fact that my friends don't hang out as much as they used to! That's kinda sucky but everyone is just turning 21 and others (like me) are not! =( Oh well...

:::The best news EVER::::
My cousin had her baby! She was 6 pounds 14 ounces, born at Sharp Mary Birch hospital on December 17, 2003 at 10:09 in the morning! I was there, in the room while she had the baby! It was an intense experience! It was probably the most amazing thing i have ever seen accompanied with the grossest thing i have ever seen! She was in labor FOREVER!! and i was there basically the entire time! And the baby is beautiful! The beautifullest newborn baby i have ever seen in my life... Minus the conehead aspect she is perfect! I am so happy, I'm sure you can all tell... Now all she would need to be even more perfect would be a pair of angel wings and some clouds!

To all those curious on Angel Baby's well being she is perfectly fine and can't wait to be back in Berkeley! Love you guys!

current mood: cheerful

(1 Love | Gimme Some Luvin')

Sunday, November 16th, 2003
8:39 pm - On Being Complete
Every so often i get this feeling of wholeness in my heart and my mind. It is a really nice feeling, a comforting feeling. I usually get it after talking to a friend at home or my family. Recently, i have been feeling it a little here. I really love the people here. They all make me really happy and I love being around them... I don't think i have met many people like any of them. Each person has their own interest and are fascinated by all types of different things. I really enjoy talking, laughing, and just being with them... IT was so hard to leave my friends at home! Just when everything was so carefree and wonderful, I had to leave. I was really upset to leave my wonderful life in San Diego... But now i know that when i time comes i will be sad to leave my friends here in Berkeley... well yeah that's enough of my sappy ass! Love ya all and good night!

current mood: tired

(1 Love | Gimme Some Luvin')

Sunday, November 9th, 2003
8:13 pm - Comfort with Being Alone...
There is this misconception sometimes that being alone is actually lonely... But i have to disagree... I think that if someone is comfortable with themselves they have no problem being alone! That's why sometimes i question my comfort with myself... There are times when all i want to do is be alone... To spend a day reading in a park or walking around Berkeley and going shopping. But for some reason something stops me from doing these things. As far as I know of myself, or at least how i see myself, I see a self-confident introverted person who can make people feel comfortable... But my actions don't always show this... I try very hard to be a good person and do what i feel is right... I desperately try to make others happy yet i find myself intentionally making people feel unhappy, in a seemingly unintentional way. It's like my actions contradict my intentions and thoughts... Sometimes i wonder if i am a bad person? I really hope not! Jason said the most interesting thing today... He said that we were his "favorite" Basically because he likes being around intelligent people! I feel the same way but sometimes it gets exhausting... Sometimes I just don't want to think but i almost feel like i have to... I have no clue where my thoughts are going but i will get back to my main point... Whatever, I give up i am tired of thinking... Look at the happinessCollapse )

current mood: blank

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Saturday, November 8th, 2003
11:27 am - Good Nights
It is the best feeling to wake up the next morning after a good night! I always enjoy the mornings i wake up from hanging out with everyone... I have so much fun with the people up here... It is so weird how well we all connect with each other... Last night me and Kristina went and saw School of Rock together... We were talking about how rare it is to have one-on-one time with people because people might take it personally if you don't invite them... But it was nice to spend a one-on-one night with Kristina... And then we came back and had a nice chill night with Kelly, John, and Jason. We had a nice time... Well I am really enjoying the company of everyone here and i am glad that i have met them!

current mood: cheerful

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Thursday, November 6th, 2003
11:25 pm - Picture Happy
I just found out, thanks to Kristina, how to make a little link for pictures and stuff... Thank you Kris... Love ya... K so now there will be an overload of pictures on my LJ... Cause i know how to now! YAY!!!!

Click MeCollapse )

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11:03 pm - Pretty Collage
Halloween in Castro

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4:24 pm - Busy Busy Busy
It is so weird how time goes by so fast... It seems like "just yesterday" that we had welcome week and were all still young freshmen who didn't know anything or anyone. Now we are commuting back and forth by bus and bart to all the places we want to go... I remember when i first got here and wondered how i would ever figure this whole bus thing out... Now i catch myself telling other people about how the bus/bart work. Last weekend was sooo much fun... My friends from San Diego came to visit for Halloween... We had a BLAST!! It really made me happy seeing them... Gave me a little touch of home... I really miss home but Thanksgiving is coming up soon and i will be able to see my family and friends... It is weird how they say time makes the heart grow fonder... I think distance does too... I don't think i can remember a time that i missed my friends and family as much as i do now... It is weird how time goes on when your not there... I hate to sound selfish but i wish it didn't... I wish that all my family and friends lives stopped until i came back and then we'd pick up where we left off... But life doesn't work like that and everyone goes there own seperate ways... Our destinies are all planned out for us...

current mood: melancholy

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Friday, October 31st, 2003
2:09 am - On Friends
Okay... Well Tomorrow, well actually today, is Halloween!!! YEah... Well... What is everyone else gonna be? I am gonna be a Fairy! I am really excited about this Halloween cause there is just so much goin on! We are all, as a floor, unit, whatever, going to The Castro in San Fransisco! How cool is that gonna be! And the best part of all of this is that Moncia and Kady are on there way up here right now as we speak! Actually they are here now... I am so excited but i should go now so i can enjoy them being here! Love to all

Vanessa

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Sunday, October 26th, 2003
11:37 pm - On Destruction
It's odd how a seemingly good day can turn into something so NOT good! So lets start with the good part!

- Today I saved BOOBS! The wonderful "Unit2good2betrue" group made the journey of five miles of walking to contribute to the Breast Cancer research cause. A long walk for a good cause! After awaking at about 7 o'clock in the morning i was able to feel like i did something with my wonderful Sunday morning! And it was such a beautiful day today...
And now to how a good day can be not too good!
- After the walk, i talked to Kady, in San Diego, (mind you that my knowledge of what is going on in the world is very limited) tells me that there are three fires burning in San Diego! WOW!!! That is a huge shock to me! I thought that maybe there were just little ones especially cause she didn't sound too concerned! I get to my dorms and after about an hour of trying to get ahold of my parents i was starting to get frustrated! Finally... I get a call from them telling me that they are all right! But that they were CLOSE!!! They had to evacuate the casino and as they were leaving could see the flames coming over the mountain! WOW!! So they are okay, but so many people aren't! I have been checking the updates of what is going on down there and 12 people are dead over 250 homes are burnt down and the fire is still not out! I could just put myself in all of their positions and i felt for them! I shed tears for them and felt their pain! After speaking to Charles about it, he tells me that La Mesa is said to be next to evacuate if necessary. that's where he, along with many of my other friends, live. then after la Mesa will be Lemon Grove which is where I live! i just wish that things like this never happened! They say that it will only get worse tonight, that the winds will be picking up... GOD, please don't let anyone else die tonight! Please protect San Diego and all of Southern California from the flames... Please God, watch over the firefighters and help them keep the courage to protect everyone the way they do! I wish for happiness and peace for everyone and everything and although i know that is unpractical, I just wish for you, God, to grant it for just one night! Fill those people's hearts, who have lost so much, with your love... Thank you God!

current mood: sad

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Monday, October 6th, 2003
12:30 pm - Birthday Bashes
Yesterday was Julia's Birthday... Since she has been down in the dumps the past week we really wanted to make it special... Me, Kristina, and Kelly were stressing about what to do and whether she would like it or not... After 2 hours of party supply shopping and stressing we were uterly POOPED! Julia got back in a very good mood and sadly was not expecting much of us and basically thought we had forgotten her 18th birthday... YEt to her surprise she had a birthday party in planning in the main lounge and a playgirl signed by her BESTEST FRIENDS!!! I have to admit that it was the best surprise birthday party ever! Happy Birthday Jules, and remember that being 18 is no big deal, except for the fact that you are LEGAL now... Love Ya'll

current mood: accomplished

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Friday, October 3rd, 2003
2:41 pm - Fun Fun Fun
Today was a really chill and cool day... Shadow day was fun and lunch was good! Well me and Jen are big nerds and we are in the process of making a Disney Princess Series! K... Well Here is the first one of the Series... Princesses in New York!

Love Ya

Princesses in New York

current mood: content

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Wednesday, October 1st, 2003
7:31 pm - Relief
After an endless day of stressing profusely... I have finally resolved my dilemma... I dropped my Econ class! It has been a wonderful day since... I had a meeting with my teacher about my paper and i dropped that awful class that i did no work for or even went to! Then i got a manicure and a pedicure and i got my eyebrows waxed! It was like 2 hours of pampering! I love being pampered! But yeah I feel like a huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders! It is BEAUTIFUL! I love you!

current mood: relieved

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Tuesday, September 30th, 2003
8:06 pm - Why I am Grumpy...
Okay... Well I realized that I am actually really grumpy right now... :( I feel kinda bad for being grumpy toward other people but I just can't help it! I think that i just need to have my alone time... I think that i am going to do the alone time thing tomorrow and do something nice for myself. I was really happy to go to the FEC today and play with all of the little kids! That was so much fun! They are the sweetest things in the world but they are a handful at the same time... By the time i left i was exhausted and i had a little headache. By the time i got home i was annoyed and just wanted to go to sleep. But yah... So I definiately am only going to do this once a week. Well I am sorry for snapping at you Jen... Ya know i love you! I didn't mean to snap at you! Well I need to relax and reorganize my life!

LOVE YA ALL!

current mood: cranky

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Monday, September 29th, 2003
7:29 pm - Back at Home (Berkeley)
WoOoOoo... I am finally back here at Berkeley! That was a very interesting journey! I was sooo excited to see all of my friends and i got to spend the most time with the most important of my friends! I got to spend lots of time with Monica, My best friend, and Kady My other good friend! I am soo happy! On friday me and Monica ate lunch with Jen and her friend Laura and then we went to the casino with my parents and ate dinner with them and my aunt uncle and cousins! GUess what... Is sSOOOooo Funny! My cousin thinks my friend Monica is HOT and he asked about her! (FYI Monica)!!! Then on Saturday we went to Mexico and ate dinner down there and then we hung out with all my BOYZ!!! The the fun part of the day was going down to MExico! So interesting! I hope that my friends didn't scare Julia, Jason, or Peter! MY FRIENDS ARE CRACKHEADS!! Getting in fights with the Federalis!! And throwing up on themselves... Sorry Kady! I sitll love you!

The Drive back up was SOOOOoooo quiet! Until we reached Kristina's house! Kris I love your mom! She is like the coolest person in the world! I would eat her Beets any day of the week! =) Well yeah that was my interesting weekend! There was alot going on! Well Here is a nice little tid bit from my MOnica:

slinkygirlmonica: coolio
slinkygirlmonica: coolio? im gay.....oh excuse me...to be p.c.....HOMOSEXUAL! :-D

LOVE YA

current mood: exhausted

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Friday, September 26th, 2003
1:18 am - I have reached the Final Destination
WE MADE IT!! After almost 9 hours of driving we made it to San Diego! How exciting is that? I am i the comfort of my own home and soehowi feel so lost. This is so weird being in my own room and playing with my dogs. It's almost like i never left but i know that i have. Isn't that weird. I dunno... well we are going to have some fun filled days here! We don't want to waste away our time here cause the drive was pretty long. Well I am pretty tired and I have to socialize with my parents and my friend Denise soon so I love you all back in Berkeley! sorry you couldn't make it this time Kelly... We think about you all the time! And I swear we are not having any fun! Love ya all!

current mood: confused

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Thursday, September 25th, 2003
10:01 am - YEAH
I am so excited right now... I just woke up so i can go to my two classes today and then we are off to San Diego... I am so excited to be back home... I know it will be somewhat bittersweet just because i won't want to leave. I am so happy that everyone is coming down there too! Me and Jen are going down today and Julia, Jason, and Peter will be driving down tomorrow... We are gonna have so much fun... I hope that everything works out for the best and everyone has a really good time! LOve to all!

current mood: excited

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Wednesday, September 24th, 2003
12:04 pm - On Homework
OKay... so... Lately, everyone has been stressing over school and homework... WELL, I know that i should be stressing as well but for some reasson I am not stressing WHAT SO EVER! I know that i have alot to catch up on but i am very calm about it. Is that wrong? Should i be stressing? I almost think that i am looking at college the same way i looked at highschool and i know that I shouldn't be doing that... I have so much more on my mind than homework... That sounds so stupid when i say that out loud but the sad thing is that, that's really how i feel... I think i should start cracking down on my reading and homework... OR my 4.0 dream will be washed away...

On another note... I am going to San Diego with Jen Tomorrow... SO EXCITED!!! I have our whole itinerary planned out! I am a huge dork! But it will be lots of fun! I'll be able to see my dogs, parents and friends and Jen will be able to see her friend, Laura! Yeah! k- Love ya Much

current mood: hopeful

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Tuesday, September 23rd, 2003
5:32 pm - My Real First Entry
Today, I got my live journal account... I am so very excited! Jen and Kris have thiers and i was just SOooOoo "lealous" hehe (Jen).... but now i have one too! I can't wait to write in this... I have been having lots of fun already!

So... Today was a very laid back day... Went to one class and then relaxed on Memorial Glade with Kristina and Jason! Someone brought up how "collegy" it felt to sit on the grass doing our homework... It really did feel like I was in college! It's so weird to think that i am actually in college now. The way i looked at it before is so different than how it really is! It's kinda weird! But yeah... I am gonna end this LJ now cause i want to mess with the settings some more! So... I hope everyone else had a good day too! Love ya All!

current mood: bouncy

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